I'm So Upset/Sad|
I hate how we sometimes take life for granted and how are friends are so close to us. But I know that in a few years, we'll all graduate college and go our seperate ways. But I thought that was a few years in the future......
I got some of the worse news of my life Sunday night. One of my best friend's dad had lost his job, and therefore he was packing up the family and moving to North Carolina....10 hours away. I consider Tony one of my best friends. I don't have a single best friend....I have best friendS. It's just killing me that he won't be here this summer. Last summer was the best summer of my life. And alot of it had to do with Tony. The stuff we did, the pranks we pulled, the good times we had...it's all going to be gone. But what upsets me the most is that I know we'll say we'll stay in touch. But the reality of it all is that once you're out of sight, you're out of mind. I just hope that's not the case.
I guess I should prepare for this...because one by one, we'll all become distant memories of each other. The "good old days" come and go, so we got to enjoy them while they last.
This summer, for one week, we're going to make it the best summer of all, we're going to North Carolina to rent out a house...hopefully 10 of us....and make it the best week....ever.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: "Evertything Changes" by Staind